Our hearts fell, I'm sorry

Iâ??m scared for this,
Iâ??m hurting from it,
The fear of hurting,
Only the one I know you are.

Iâ??m sorry so much
But Iâ??ve lost the feeling
I sorrow over the torment
My deepest self lie

Iâ??ve given you nearly all of me,
My body, my mind, yet not my heart,
I never gave anyone more than I did, to you

I always thought it would be perfect,
But I find my mind wandering,
To thoughts of betrayal
Such awful guilty pains left here

I canâ??t let you fall without me
Like you never let me fall
Like I wonâ??t ever forget
Like how life was kept here, thank you

I give you my word,
That the pain will one day hesitate
To return to a cycle of thoughts
But wait, thatâ??s only my pain.

â?¦

Three months later,
Life still goes on
Obviously from what I see,
And from everything I hear,

Maybe your heart fell,
To another level from me,
While I was scared from mine,
Falling from you so very distantly

This poem was about my (now ex) boyfriend of 5 months