Disappointment carries on the wings of my soul. Hesitant but for a moment
I fell into this hole. My paralyzed breath I pray for its release.
Optimism was brisk with my heart it teased.
Looking for compassion through lies, love through vivation. The
seductiveness and bouyance of nectar became my love sensation. This sulky
feeling is selfish, dreadful it will never leave. Holding onto what once
was , will it ever be alive again in me?
Vacant right now this heart of sullen wounds. Shameful you can hear it
beat out its swoons. The dreadful night falls to comfort and hold.
Fascination fills this ring in my ears, again will I be so bold? Bold
enough to live a life of serene hope.
Spirited on this walk where I learn to cope. Daring Independence, heroic
last stand the strong hold at hand. Determined to be loyal to me as I make
this last stand. Fighting the battle that made up or lives. The war was
not just mine you owned it with my lies.
We fight through this now two divided, pulled apart by the actions of one.
I know you hurt too, when its late and all your day is done. You say to me
that love not forgotten is love not lost. I'll never forget you, I see
what my actions cost.
I will love you today and dream of you tomorrow. I'll never understand the
words "sweet sorrow". I hold on to the hope that you miss me too, I hope
there are times you still want to hear my voice. I know that we would
still be together if I would have just given you a choice.
But I left you with only one thing to do...to tell me good bye and to say
we're through!
