Im sorry but im not sure what for anymore

Everyday u make me hate u more and more
everyday u make me want close the door
I'm tired of fighting and sick of defending myself
i need this to stop for my own well being and health
you don't ever listen your always right
I'm exhausted i have had enough and no longer need the fight
i love you why cant u see that being with u is my one and only dream
and usually I'm happy until i get sad then i just want to scream
i am me thats the way i am although this is where it ends
I'm sorry maybe we should just be friends

I know we want the same we really do
but maybe theres not meant to be a me and you
i cant imagine life without you and so it must end
I'm sorry i cant do this anymore I'm not happy playing pretend
i wish things were different but i know they aren't
and to live my life without u i know i cant

I'm sorry baby the love i have for u is real
and i do want us to be happy and feel
but this is not how i expected things to be
being with u was suppose to set me free
we were almost a family but once again it all fell apart
and broke my tender and fragile loving heart
i don't think you really understand i love u i do
but i don't want to be different so me and you are through