One Last Cry

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One last cry,

So you act like you love,
But I hear different from your friends.
I've put up with a lot from you,
I didn't like to think it was all pretend.

I believed that what we had was kind of special,
I guess it was all just a lie,
And now I think we are finally over,
But I have time for just one last cry.

I've given you so much,
Received, really nothing in return.
You have hurt me so deeply,
Yet, my heart still continues to burn.

I don't know what to believe anymore,
I just wish all of this would stop.
I wish people would stay out of my life,
And quit acting like something there not.

I wish you knew how much I hurt inside,
Then maybe you would wake up and see,
That Ashton is not the girl for you,
But the one that truly loves you... Is me.

I've been there for you at times no one was,
During times you told me to back off,
During the moments when you were at your worst,
And during the times when you were completely lost.

Even the times you broke my heart,
I came running back to you like a dog.
I forgave you for all the lies and cheating,
I always took the blame and said I was wrong.

I am still so deeply in love with you,
I don't understand how I could possibly be,
After everything you and I have been through,
In the end, you're the one who hurt me.

I feel like I'm living a lie,
A lie that you're letting me live.
As I walk around in the darkness,
It's still you that I forgive.

It has almost been a year,
Since that first day you and I met,
We have had so many problems,
Done so many things we both regret.

There are times that I have raised my fist to you,
Tried to hurt you as physically as I could,
Cuz I couldn't hurt you emotionally,
I just never really understood.

I didn't understand how you could hurt me,
At night I would cry myself to sleep.
And when I would wake up in the morning,
I would still have love for you so deep.

I know you and I wont last forever,
I know ill get hurt in the end.
But for right now I love you so much,
And it doesn't help that you're my best friend.