The clock hits one AM
And I think once again
Of everything I wish I'd be
Because you're everything to me
But I'm not the guy you date
Because I'm everything I hate
So I cry myself to sleep again
And wonder if I have real friends
These cuts run deep; they're on dispay
To prove I can't live through today
I think that you were right to say
That you'd be better off this way
I know it hurt for you to be
With someone broken down like me
So hope for your best is all I can give
Because tonight is the last I will live
