Told me you'd leave her,
If i would give us a go,
Become something more serious,
Than the casual fun we were having.
Pretended you'd risk everything just to be with me,
I trusted you,
Believed you'd changed,
Gave you a chance,
Began truly falling for you,
Thinking you were real,
That a secret relationship would work,
That your feelings were true.
Bit of time went by,
Found out about a little lie,
Stupidly forgave that,
It's just who i am,
Here i was in love with you,
Thinking you loved me to,
Then things took a turn,
Found out about all your lies,
You aren't at all who i thought you were,
You're just a user, abuser,
Another dam male who just can't help himself,
You'd never left her,
She knew right along,
What was going on between us,
I was blind to the truth,
Thought you loved me,
That i was your one and only.
Took your ex to tell me,
What i had once told her,
You weren't being true,
All this time there were two,
She wasn't lying she had proof,
Didn't want you to give me the hurt,
You had caused her,
Was all too late,
I'd fallen in love too deep,
For you not to rip a whole in my heart,
Like thorns from a rose,
You might as well stabbed me to death.
So that night the truth came out,
Knew i couldn't stay with you,
That i was about to fall apart,
You had been my light through darkest of days,
But now here i am,
Alone without you,
Having to remain friends to cover our secret,
Having to pretend i don't hate you,
Here i am heart covered in the darkness of you.
