I've fallen,
Deep into this state of mind.
I'll never be able to begin
To tell you
Why
Or when it started
All I know
Is it allowed me
TO fuk up
Once again
In every possible way
You're a genuine person
And didn't deserve my ignorance
SOrry won't be enough
Please understand
I am too weak
To pick myself up
I need somone to hold my hand
And don't want to burden you with the job
You have a good head on your shoulders
While mine has been taken over
By my past
Nothing you did was wrong
I am everything not right
I will attempt
To do this by myself
I will try
To rise above everything
And never pretend
I never hurt anyone
