Do you ever feel like it's all just slipping away
Everything you once loved,disappears with each day
You cling onto the things/people being left behind
New things/people come and go but the things you love you cannot find
You start a fresh and the rest becomes your distant past
And you sit there and wonder how long this new chapter will last
You can never be entirely happy as you grieve for everything you have lost
And you'd give anything to have it back no matter what the cost
Flashbacks plague your mind of the things that once made you complete
Then you realize it's your fault so you try and admit defeat
You strategise and Analise to right the wrongs you somehow made
And the guilt you once felt is slowly but surely starting to fade
You get there in the end and everything is back once more
But you still feel empty and wonder what you were fighting for
Realization that the decisions you made before were for the best
Your life is on trial you wonder will you pass the test
You try urgently to fins a good get out clause
And wish that like a video you could put your life on pause
Is there a way to be content without hurting anyone
Or should you just be selfish and turn and run?
Face up to the truth and think before you act in haste
Before you reach the point where you think what a waste
So much time lost on the what ifs buts or whys
Questioning others on what is your truth and lies
But the choices i make are right at the time
They may not be great but ultimately they are mine
Next time i will be sure not to doubt my feelings
And remember not everything is full of hidden meanings.
