Hope it is not a goodbye look..

Since the day we met,i knew something strange is going on with my life
i feel that there is someone outside who is trustworthy
who i can talk to and be close with..
i really do feel you as if you are my guardian angel
i know we have a lot of things in common
you made me change my life to the best
you made me change things everyone else failed to help me with
you gave me all what i wanted
now i knew that you were the best friend i needed
but you fell in love with someone i know very well..
and now whenever we talk i feel that you are talking with me just to say I DID ASK ABOUT YOU!!
but the real issue is that you maybe asking about me just to prevent problems and accusations that you ain't the true friend anymore..
to me.. i am so afraid of losing you..
i want you to be the friend i used to have before...
even though you promised not to leave me ever
no matter where you are or what is going on..
but i do not guarantee the days
i do not know what will happen tomorrow..
and i do not know what to do now..
i need you so bad.........
i really hope that the last look i saw in your eyes
wasn't the GOODBYE look to me...
because i do not know what will my life mean without a dear friend as you ...