The smiles, the laughs, the happiness
Its not really there
You can see it on my face
But look in my eyes
I know you can see it
But you don't want me to know
The pain is all over
Its in me everywhere
Just scratching away
Under the surface
If you dig deep enough
I know you will find it
But let me tell you
You wont like whats there
The nakedness of my spirit
The truth beneath the lies
The world is distorted behind
My clever disguise
If you just knew a fraction of what I see
I can tell you
The things you think you know about me
Are not really true
I know you are aware
When you truly look
You can feel a feeling
That you can't explain
A shiver, as you see my haunted soul