Broken smile

This broken smile i have it every day and it never goes away i cnt hide it anymore its tearing my heart apart =[[ im trying so hard nott to give up on him or myself ... im so heartbroken=[[ he told me he would be with me and everything that he said to me just made my heart smile he was my angel sent from heaven he was sent to rescue me from all my pain and the only thing i ever told him was that i wanted was truth and to be respected and i got that for awile but then he started fading away from me and all i wanted was for him to love me and to stay by my side and to be there for me when i needed him Now he is with someone else and he is happy and all iim left here with is a broken smile=[[ my parents they loved him and they finally happpy for me i had found someone that was perfect for me he was respectful and he was honest and he was sweet and kind and loving and just everything i had alwayz wanted in a guy =] i just dont no what happened i lost the one chance that i had to be with my angel sent from heaven to rescue me from all my pain =[[ and now i dont no what to do anymore im sad and lonley and depressed and just want to die sometimes but i no that i cant do that i just miss him thats all and if thats a crime then kill me now but other then that im just stuck here with my broken smile and a broken heart=[[