So unhappy
So depressed
An uncontrollable emotion
A feeling of not belonging
One that i hate
One that can be taken care of
In a devastating way
It all starts with cutting
Maybe a burn here or there
Then it goes to practicing
Your suicide notes
The cuts get deeper
And leave large scars
The people who love you start to worry
"Is something bothering her?"
Unknown to them, it's already too late
You've already got the date planned out
Of your last day
You hug your parents, siblings, and others
For tomorrow you won't be here
It is finally time
Later that night
You take the bullet and gun
The last thing you here is the sound ring through the house
Your loved ones rush up
To find your dead body
They look for a note
And found your journal instead
They are left with a feeling of guilt and disappear
"Why didn't i see the signs?"
They question
"What happened to make her do this?"
Depression, anger, guilt
All uncontrollable emotions
Ones that take lives
Ones that cause pain
And ones that are almost like the devil himself
