I Wonder

I wonder why I cannot sleep
I wonder why I cry
I wonder why the world's so cold
As hours pass me by

I wonder why I love him so
I wonder why he tore me apart
I wonder why he's still with her
As he holds my tender heart

I wonder why there are tears to cry
I wonder if he'll see
I wonder if he'll look inside
As he's holding me

I wonder why he tells me this
I wonder if it's true
I wonder why it haunts me
As he says "I still love you"

I wonder if I'm good enough
I wonder why she is
I wonder why he won't leave her
As it's me he's always with

I wonder why he broke up with her
I wonder why he's mine
I wonder why I won't take him back
As I reach for that bottle of wine

I wonder all of these things
I wonder if he knows
I wonder if he'll forgive me
As my note is attached to his rose

I wonder what my boyfriend thinks
I wonder if it's me he hates
To know that I love someone else
Who caused this horrible fate

I wonder why my life is so
Complicated, so filled
I love my boyfriend more than this
But it is his heart I've killed

I wonder why I have to choose
Between perfection and new love
I wonder if "love" is meant for me
As I fly above...