When you say my name
The rest of the world disappears
And all I see is your face that shines with a soft glow.
I get ecstatic hoping you will say
Those three words Ive been longing to hear.
But no.
My happiness dissipates as you ask
What time it is.
Every time I look at you and you smile
I feel my heart dance around
And a smile affixes itself to my face.
Your smile makes me weak and dizzy
Yet makes ever part of my body feel as if
Its alive for the first time.
Sometimes I wonder
Do trivial thoughts of me ever grace your mind?
Just the fact of knowing that
You allowed me to enter your thoughts
Sends joy through me like no other thing can.
But then again my sliver of hope runs back
To the dark cavern inside me
Cad I think to myself
Who am I to be thought of. . .