This is the one

I looked at my life
i smiled and frowned at it less
as i smile i pondered
about the sweet behind the bitter ones
i smiled and frowned at it less
about this life in front of me
these will be my memories
in case i forgot
those the ones I'll wish to feel again
maybe to change and end it differently
or just to feel the excitement again
as it's fading in my mind
and growing in my heart.