I woke up again

I woke up again this morning that's never good
I guess the pills didn't work like the way they should
I smoked my last cigarette and craving one right now
I've made it this far in life and really don't know how
My moms yelling and dads drunk yet again
But everythings a perfect picture as long as i can prentend
Only if eveyone really truly knew
They'd be half way crazy too.
I throw together an outfit before i miss the bus
Mumbling about everything that makes me wanna cuss
Although I'm use to things never going my way
I asked my mother if i can miss school today
But she don't understand neither care
Your going she says get out of my hair
School is a vacation from you for me
She thinks she's joking just wish she could see
How I hurt and the pain I embrace
Chasing for her approval is an endless race
Dads cussing and at what I don't know
But I guess its time for me to go
I get off the bus to the hell
A placed called school nicknamed jail
The kids are like devils evil and crude
I haven't said a word never been rude
I hear the words they say real low
How the embarrass me they'll never know
The day passes and finally its time to leave this hell hole
And off to Satan's house I go
Still drunk like identical to when i left today
But fast to my room I make my way
Before he finds a remark to speak
Topping the cherry on my life that's so bleak
I guess the pills will work this time like they should
But I woke up again this morning and that is never good....