My Life

I've disappointed many
Hurt so many more
And because of that I've cried
unitl my eyes got puffy and sore.

I've played with to many hearts
And myself, have broken a few
I've cried endlessly thinking of him
I've also cried myself to sleep, too.

I've lied about my feelings
which only made things bad
I've always acted like I'm happy
When it reality i was just sad

I've cried and endless amount of tears
I've cried until i couldn't breathe
Cut until my wrist are raw
Cut until I couldn't bleed.

My heart shatters into a million pieces
everytime you pass me by
Though you'll never notice it
I sit up thinking about you and cry.

Everything going on in my life
Just so much i cant stand it
All this plus work and school?
I cant handle all the sh!t.

I'm just a teenage girl
that got messed up in this life
But no matter how it happened
I still have to live with the strife.