How I Feel

I place hurt in a spot thats unseen but felt deep inside. I survive on my instincts and wouldn't wanna die unless looking into your eyes. I fear thoughts of not knowing my tomorrow. I plan my everyday to not feel the sorrow. I breath in life with every gasp, exhale thoughts of my past. Your the reason my heart keeps beating so fast. Sweaty palms and unsure remarks raise question marks on where we stand. Like side walks moving beneath my feet not sure if my next step is safe. I touch the fire again to see if it still burns. my body yearns for yours. Miss the warmth of your embrace. Miss the melting feeling like the ice cream sandwiches we use to annihilate. Wanting no one to stand in my way this is my story my life my strife. I will become victorious in the end. Whether in this lifetime or in the eternal heavens. God made tested and true this heart really wasn't for you.