Do YOU Even Care?

You say no one cares
That no one can see.
Does that mean you don't care too?
That you don't notice Me?

I'm trying to be there for you
I'm trying to stay sane.
I'm trying to keep up with everyone
And Their Emotional games.

But when you say that no one is there
That no one around you can see the real you
You don't realize how hard it is
To not shout: "THAT'S NOT TRUE!"

But still, I start to fade
From your memory, your mind.
And even when I try to be there,
You lie, saying that you're fine.

I'm not being unreasonable,
I'm just trying to understand .
I don't want to be left in the dark with your feelings
I want to be there, To take you by the hand.

I want to help you,
Though It's a hypocritical want I know.
But the reason I push so hard,
Is because of a reason I won't show.

I know what It's like
To be so torn up inside; Cold.
But you never would know that
Because the tales you know are to old.

I'm not good with help
Because it only hurt me in the end.
But you're different, there's hope for you
So I'm there, I'll be your friend.

And even though you push me away,
My feelings for you will never end
Because I'm not stupid enough
To Start this pain again.

You say no one cares
That no one can see.
Does that mean you don't care too?
That you don't notice Me?

I'm trying to be there for you
I'm trying to stay sane.
I'm trying to keep up with everyone
And Their Emotional games.