I want

I want to write, but have nothing to say.
I want to run, but there's only today
I want to cry but I have no more tears
I want to live, but you're no longer here.
I want to breathe, but you took my last breath
I want to love, love you to death.
I want to crash, but I'm afraid I might burn
I want to play, but it's just not my turn.
I want to scream, but I have no more voice
I want to dream, but I don't have that choice.
I want to be free, but I feel so condemned
I want to challenge you, but I know you will win.
I want to fight, but you've taken my strength
I want to break down, but I can't feel the pain.
I want to learn how to survive, but I've given up hope
I want to keep on going, but I don't know how to cope.
I want to start all over, and do this all with a fresh start
I want to do things right, and feel with my heart.
My love let me tell you, there's so many things that have gone wrong, but
I think we can make it, it's been just you and me
All along.