Here I am just sitting
Nothing going through my mind
Well almost nothing
Too many things all at once
Too many things to think about
Sometimes I wonder why bad things always happen to good people
But I never get an answer
I just sit here in this spot
Trying to understand my thoughts
My mind and heart are talking
But what I hear is none
I can't stand feeling the way I do
Nothing seems to coop
My soul is dead
My spirit is weak
And my heart is stopped and emptied
I feel as though I have no life
And everything before me is gone
I'm alone in this world
Just me
My eyes are heavy from crying
I'm cold and lifeless you see
There's no one to stop and turn
No one to look at me
I feel as though I'm abandon
Every thing is gone for good
My life's purpose was never there
There isn't one created for me
And love is the next thing that bothers me
It starts off lifting me up
It takes me as high as I never thought I would be
And them it just drops me back down
I hit earth as hard as ever
Not even world domination is this strong
I never done anything wrong
Nothing to hurt anyone
I'm just me
Just simple me
No tags, no label
Just me
I don't understand how life is so hard to live
No wonder why people wanna die
I always loved life and everything
I loved it so much it hurt
Maybe one day Ill get it back
Just maybe one day I will
Hopefully it won't be too late
Maybe one I'll feel
But who knows, and who cares
No body.............. Just me
Cause here I am just sitting
So much going through my mind
But what can I do
nothing but wait
Cause no one can rush time.
