Hesitancy smothers my lips,
holding back the secrets I hide.
Doubt crawls through my veins,
second guessing each thought on my mind.
I can feel the hair on my neck rise,
as my head and heart argue the truth.
I'm incapable of being sure of myself,
It feels as if there's nothing else I can do.
I've found my words are useless,
me speaking is just a waste.
You dont need to pretend to listen,
I have nothing left to say.
My eyes have lost all interest,
any care has been left behind.
My voice is void of emotion,
all my thoughts trapped safely inside.
Nothing seems to matter anymore,
everything's just another part of the game.
So go ahead, think what you want;
keep believeing the smile stuck on my face.
