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by painfully here Jan 11, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
AS I SIT HERE ON THE FLOOR AND WACTH THIS SHARP SHINY OBJECT GO DEEP AND SMOOTHLY IN MY SKIN A TEAR FALLS FROM MY EYE BUT I DARE NOT TO CRY THIS WAS MY CHOICE HE PUSHED ME BUT BLAME ME SINCE I AM THE PROBLEM OF ANYTHING THAT DOESNT GO HIS WAY THESE MARKS ON MY ARMS MAKES ME LAUGH THAT I WENT THIS FAR AS I TRY EVERYDAY TO HIDE MY SCARS NOTICE NO ONES SEES THEM BUT THIS ISN'T A CRY FOR ATTENION THIS ISN'T A CRY AT ALL THIS IS TO FEEL MORE PAIN THEN I ALREADY FELT THIS IS FOR ME TO SEE ME BLEED ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR THIS IS FOR HIM TO FORGIVE ME FOR ALL THE DAMAGE HE HAS DONE TO ME