Hurtful Words

Dedicated to my mom, for all those arguments we had, ill always love you tho, no matter what

Tears are falling from my eyes as I lay on my bed,
thinking about all those hurtful words my moma said.

Telling me that I'm a failure,
that I'll never be anything in life,
that I'm spoiled and I don't know what it is to sacrifice

That I'm the reason she's so miserable,
even though I feel as if to this world,
I'm invisible.

Hurtful words that are leading me into my depression,
without her knowing the truth,
my confession

A confession that explains how she doesn't know me,
How she doesn't know that I'm scared and lonely.

A confession of how she doesn't know my fears,
or the reason for all my tears.

Tears that wont stop rolling down my face,
and all because she says I'm a disgrace.

But pretty soon its going to end
and all because my little heart can't mend.

A heart who just wanted to be loved and free,
but i guess that wont happen since my mom doesn't understand me