I have come to conclusion that we were not meant to be. But why does something so wrong feel so right. Its more complicated than you all think. Everytime I was with him it felt wrong but so did being away from him. What was going on?? I love him i really do. But then i feel like the walls of the ocean are crashing upon me and suffocating me. Is this normal???I am not sure. But what ever this is, its painful but exciting. My emotions run out of me like a waterfall out of a running river. But as do the tears from leaving our love in the cold dark night. I can not be with him for i have faulted twice. he now sees me a mere shadow in his life and does not bother to acknowledge my prescence. He brushes me off as if the love we shared was never there. And walks on with his head high smiling with pride. Trying to solve he mystery of love. Is like trying to find out how the world truthfully evolved. Its impossible but we all have theorys, ideas and predictions. Trying to get over you is like trying to take a child's precious toy or belonging. But i must let this burden go and move on. For the years are very young and I have many dreams to acommplish. But i will never for get, the face of that who were so far but yet close...
--dEeP s0uL wR!tErR
