I'm still so scared

I'm running out of words
and I'm running out of breath
baby I can't win this race
when you run full speed ahead
and I'm back here,
alone again

I don't know what to do this time,
because no one can catch me now.
and why can't I stop crying?
Is it because of you?
or just because I'm a fool,
who can't help but throw her heart away?

But why does no one care enough
to look into these eyes
and look behind these built up walls
some have glimpsed but none can find
the girl that truly lies inside

But I am still so scared
to open my eyes
scared that no one will see
and no one will care
that no one will even notice
when I start to cry