Come Back To Life

I cried myself to sleep last night
thinking about what's been going on in my life
I've been holding this pain inside
and i wanted to let it out
but i feel crying is not enough
screaming is not enough
punching the walls is not enough
i still feel this rage and pain inside
it won't go away

my thoughts are so tempting
they confuse me
they get me angry
they get me sad
everyday i have to pretend
pretend that everything is OK
and lie to everyone with a smile
so they won't notice that I'm dying inside

i feel the only reason I've become this way
is because of him
i gave my all to him
and now my heart is split in two
i guess i let him get the best of me
but although he has left me broken
i still feel the same way about him
i still love him so dearly
and i just can't seem to let it pass me by

when our hearts were entwined
i had never felt so alive
nothing could compare to that feeling
i wish i could go back in time
just to feel alive again
because I'm so dead
i just want to come back to life

[<3]