End like this

How could it end like this,
You called me,
Told me you wanted to be friends,
After everything we have been through,
I agreed and said that's what I wanted too,
I was heartbroken,
I only said it so I didn't look like a fool,
In hope that it wouldn't show that I still loved you,

I don't know what to say,

If only I could tell you,
Exactly how I feel,
But I don't want to take that risk,
Because it will result in more heartbreak,
I don't want to risk ruining are friendship,
Because that now means so much to me,
As I know we will never be anything more,

Do I cry,
Do I smile,
Do I carry on,
Do I give up,

I can't hold these tears in,
I can't carry on,
But I can't give up,
Because I will feel like a failure,

I'm living in hope that we will get back together,
But I know it won't happen,
From the beginning you were too good to be true,
Now it's the end,
And since then I've fell more in love with you.

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