What have I gotten into

What type of dirt this guy
Got in store for me
to get under
if i am looking for something
its probably a fight
i no longer see my shadow
thats once kept me strong
people can take everything away from you
but they can never take away your truth
i have been threw alot of different
phases to find my way
as i get older
actions get bolder
hearts get colder
my shoulders hold alot of weight
i have a good heart but.......
the heart can get ugly
what i like to do is turn my head
like i don't know you
if you never met me
then you have no right
to judge me
why every move i make
turns out to be a bad one