Love is my pain [[song]]

Another song.*scream*

i spent my last summer in an institution home
tried to remember why you left me all alone
after awhile i came to realize
you were someone i didn't recognize

*Who are you*
i know you from somewhere
*Whats happening*
this pain is hard to bear

I'm trying to figure it all out
but the voices fill my head with doubt
its like my whole memory was erased
&& everything i had was replaced

the voices tell me things....

they tell me you hurt me
*could that be true*
they tell me you lied
*but i loved you*

could i really have loved someone who lied about it all
someone who brought me up so high just to watch me fall
did you really say you loved me just so you could break my heart
are you really the reason that my life has fallen apart

*please don't lie*
did i mean anything to you....
*look me in the eye*
tell me all you said was true

my memory may be erased but i still feel the pain
its like a razor cutting deep into my vein
my mistake was trusting you as you choked out all your lies
i can tell that your sorry by the tears forming in your eyes

*stab me*
my insides wont stop bleeding
*choke me*
please just stop my breathing

why are you still here,please go away
i don't want to hear all the things you have to say
my head is screaming,calling out for you
I'm not crazy,i just don't know what to do

*I'm leaving*
i cant stay in this place
*its crazy*
my problems i can not face

i runaway from that place they call home
I'm not crazy,i just need to be alone
please stop calling me,you need to let go
i don't want to see you,you caused me too much sorrow

*I'm losing myself*
I'm fading away...
*i don't need help*
i promise I'll be okay

I'm leaving you behind in the past
your just a reminder that forever doesn't last
i don't want to be a part of your lies anymore
so I'm going to take this gun && soon fall to the floor

*one shot*
is all it takes
*help me*
before the chain breaks

its too late now....
I've gone insane...
all this blood...
will wash away in the rain...