Crushed.

I'm crushed. Crushed,
with all this weight on my chest.
Trying to get rid of it
the way I know best.
And I didn't want
for him to ever know
about the feelings for him
that I never let show.
Because I knew, I never had a
chance, I knew it.
But the apples of his gorgeous eyes
seemed so sweet, so I bit.
Now let the liner
down my sad cheeks run.
I deserve these feelings.
Every last one.