I picked up this paper and pen
But the only thing I thought of was the end
The end of us
And how I feel like I'm throwing you under the bus
God knows I love you
And good god knows you love me too
But maybe that isn't enough
Maybe we aren't enough
You're everything I wanted in the beginning
And you're everything I imagined
But the beginning ran to the end
And this is no longer a god send
I can't take the fear
The fear of you knowing how I really am
Of how I really shouldn't be
I've continued to grow but you've stayed the same all along
And now I feel like I don't belong
I know I'm not the one you fell in love with
And I know I'm not the one you belong with
I could never say these things to your face
Because I know I am such a waste
A waste of time and a waste of space
That wasted space in your heart
The space I wish I could replace
