Trying to breath.

When i lost him,
i lost me,
we were eternal,
the definition of meant to be.

not only were we lovers,
he was my best friend,
we promised each other life,
to be there till the end.

then god took you away,
& with you went my heart,
i never thought this could happen,
i thought nothing could tear us apart.

now your in heaven,
looking down from the stars,
don't worry about a thing my love,
i know it must be hard.

I miss you so much,
i can't stand to be away from you,
i know you'd want me to be strong,
but i can't I'll see you soon.