Tired

The way I feel right now,
Would I even call it feeling?
I'm just tired of crying
Of feeling like dying
I am tired of lying
And frankly I'm sick of it all
I cant keep waiting for your call
Or waiting to fall
From this cloud you have me on
I honestly feel like I cant go on
Like I am the only one
That ever since this begun
Even remotely cared
If we shared
A minute or two
For just me and you
Yet now I feel nothing
I just cant feel anything
Yet I don't know why
This thing inside is eating me alive
I think I'm depressed,
Or maybe just obsessed
But I know I love you
That all I ever do
Thinking day and night about you
Yet I have no clue why I'm so sad
Thinking about it makes me mad
And I'm tired of feeling this bad
I want to cry yet nothing comes out
I really need to figure this all out,
Find out what is all about