Its amazing that the person you know the least,
makes you smile the most.
spilling my fears at two in the morning,
to the only girl who cares to listen,
still searching as my heart pauses,
knowing this is nothing more then online chatter (to her),
my story of giving everything and getting nothing,
I'm stuck finding hope within a MySpace message,
clicking "refresh" praying it will refresh my life.
I'm lost within 2007 how am i supposed to embrace 2008,
another year for another let down,
(or)
another year for another love,
its a gamble.
this life can run you around in circles,
always brings you back to where you started.
and ill be lucky if you even read this,
these words on the tip of my tongue screaming out for your ears,
so I'm begging you, hold me close.
so i can hold you accountable.
I'll do you a favor and let you struggle with what i say,
with what is real and who this may pertain.
it's my gift to you this holiday.
make your moves and strip down your fears
confess to me before i give up this new years.
fill in the blank with a verb that you'd think would impress them
i would ____ you harder.
