Traumatized

You tell me all this b*ullsh*it,
Everything you say is a lie.
I won't believe a word you say,
Don't even ask me why.

You tell me yu were fu*cked right up,
And you don't know what you've done.
You didn't mean to hurt me.
You were just having some fun.

You say that you still like me.
She's nothing but a ho*e.
But then how come you two went upstairs?
When you could have told her no.

I don't feel like myself anymore.
I have to cry myself to sleep.
I haven't eaten in 8 days.
The cuts in my heart are way too deep.

You ignored me on my birthday,
And you flirted with her instead.
You might as well have killed me.
But, my soul was already dead.

My frail heart has been broken.
It's shattered and turned to dust.
My body feels like shutting down.
What I felt was more that lust.

This is why I trust no man.
Bt, I made a mistake with you.
No matter how hard it is to leave
I know exactly what I have to do.