You'll never know how hard it was to turn you away,
when all I really wanted was for you to stay,
I can't control what I feel,
This I know is for real,
I'm to scared to show,
What i know,
What is the end,
to someone that was more then a friend.
We had a horrible fight,
About what felt right.
And I'll be forever in sorrow,
but yet I have to see you tomorrow.
But you will never know how hard it was to turn you away,
When all i wanted was for you to stay
* wrote for someone that I've lost and I'm just hoping I did the right thing*