I really Need to Say

It wasn't all your fault.
I really need to say.
And I know if I knew what I know now,
we would have been okay.

I held on way to tightly
to where we both couldn't breathe
And I would take the smallest situation
and create an entire scene.

I loved you though and madly
But I always lost my head.
And now that I don't have you
It's like a part of me is dead.

I miss you with a passion
I love you like a crime.
And I wish more than anything
We could turn back the hands of time.

But now you can't even look at me.
And you speak of me so ill.
I've tried so hard to get over you,
but I doubt I ever will.

We had something amazing
We had a love from a dram.
And you will never know,
just exactly what that means.

I'm sorry I realized this
after all has blown away.
But I will never hate you,
Just as sure as night turns to day.