Could it be real or is it just fake
The life that I live and the risks that I take
As you walk around with your eyes open
You go home to a family and your just hopin
Sitting up the next morning with your head held high
Going to your boring job just hoping to get by
Seeing old friends come and go
And you ask yourself who do i really know
Good friends go to waste without even saying goodbye
But you can't scream yell shout or cry
Because you know this is reality
Or is it really who knows, not me
So you keep pressing on the sky keeps turning blue
And you have to be mindful of everything you do
Cause the next thing you do could be your very last
All I know is my life has been a blast
We keep floating in this sea of despair
Hoping to turn around and see our dreams sitting there
But as we fight the good fight all day and every night
We know that happiness is truly nowhere in sight
I want to sit down and think for a while
All this shit swimming in my head
I need to work it all out
Before I start to scream and shout
Knowing i cant do that is the worst feeling of all
But my emotions have become a ball
Tight knit and unyielding I feel as if I could fall
As I stand back up I ask Could it be real
Or was it just a game that turned my heart to steel.
