Failing

I feel this pressure weighing down, I can't complete a thought, it's hard to breathe, it keeps me awake
I'm walking fearfully through every day, through every place,
but I just can not turn away

Failing in conversation, but I wanted you to show me
I wanted just to know me like you do
Failing , but I'm never giving in
Can you take away this pain I'm living in?

I feel this silence raining down, raining down on me
All my weaknesses for you to see, I've lost track of days
I'm right back where I started from
Face to face with what I've become
But I just can not turn away

I feel as if i never existed
What i knew was just an illusion
Fooled by those i loved
Screaming out,
hoping to be answered

Failing in conversation,but i wanted you to show me
I wanted just to feel like i did when i was with you
Failing,but I'm never giving In
can you take away this pain I'm living in?

I feel the darkness,it's over coming me
Tainted by these lies
wondering what I've done

Failing in conversation,but i wanted you to show me
I wanted just to be loved
failing,but I'm never giving In
can you take away this pain I'm living in?