So there's this Party

So i was bord
My friend called
We went to this college party
I didnt want to be there
My friend took my hand
Talked to me about stuff
Gave me a drink
And told me it was ok
I drank and drank
I felt like people liked me
I felt like i belong
I let go of my fears
I drank more
I wasnt scared of people
I fit in
All my feelings dissapared
Then a couple of hours went by
I passed out
When i awoke
I was with this guy
I didnt even know who he was
My friends said he did stuff with me
I guess he took me somewere
I didnt rember a thing
I trusted my friends to take care of me
They just let me go
Im upset about what i did
But i dont regret that night
I needed a break
My friends helped me let go of the past
They told me it was ok
I dont act like other people
When im with them i do
I am upset at my friends
But i guess they had no clue