Unworthy of life....x..x

I hate coming home from school
Knowing what I'm in for,
Watching mum do nothing
I hate opening that door !!

Hanging around school
Not wanting to come home,
Wanting so much to run away
Thinking while i roam.

How can i run away
And leave mum behind ?,
Then he'd hurt her more
Until me he does find !!

Fighting back the tears
As he hits me in the face,
Wanting mum to leave him
To get out of this place.

A hard time at home
And a hard time at school,
Wishing he'd just kill me
'Cause' this life's to cruel !!

Death can't be worse than this
It's got to be so much better,
So now i shall find out
And write mother a letter !

It hurts to much to even think
I want that eternal sleep,
Taking my last breath
Slowly i begin to weep......!!

Waking up in hospital
Angry that they found me,
Why did they interfere ?
PLEASE just leave me be.

Disappointed and upset
I just wanted to die,
I can't even get that right
I let out a painful sigh.

Why make me live this life ?
I'd appreciate you letting me go,
You'd be doing me a hell of a favor
And i wouldn't say no !

Tonight i shall go
Hopelessly in bed,
Sorry mum and dad
But your daughter is now dead !