With what she has in mind
leaves memories behind
packs her bags in tears
with hope unraveling fears
holding onto molds
away but she still holds
pulling back her hair
walking each long sidewalk square
looking up above
praying for no lesser love
belongings fall from each step
her proving trail a greater mess
guilt and sorrow reveal
but happiness she must feel
left with no other choice
but lead to a lesser voice
destination alive
but prevailing hearts do subside
combinations he has to know
realization of what's been chose.
then..
standing within last sidewalk's stride
looking at friends on each side
she drops the heavy bags she held
empty-handedly off the curb repelled
paralyzed mess of sand she's in
looks at the sidewalk, but only pretends
face-down she tries to break away
but paralyzation is this chosen way
her lesser mind soon to settle
a new bag packed but not for better
today her bags small, only one thing remains
as she pulls it out for memories sake
she cant believe it wasn't dropped
but thankfully, you cant make her heart stop.