I consider myself a dreamer.....

"i consider myself a dreamer"
Current mood: creative
Category: Life

I consider myself a dreamer....i often drift away. My imagination running wild....each and everyday. I dream of things i can't describe....and places i can't see. But more often than not....i dream of you and me. I dream of our future....present and past. Praying to god....that we can make it last. I remember how we met....such odd circumstance. It was almost serendipity....as if by luck or chance. Now here we are....falling for eachother. Unable to see my life....ending with another. So what do i do....to make this go right? How do i prevent....an inevitable fight? I've grown so accustom....to disappointing men. How can i allow myself.....to truly trust again? I try to tell myself you're different.....you actually care. But i can't seem to be convinced....you'll consistently be there. What once was so beautiful......has been so ripped apart. Every jerk before you....has destroyed my heart. How do i learn to love again.....to let go of my past. I am longing for the day....when the storm will pass. This self-fulfilling prophecy.....has come with such a cost. Without you in my life.....my happiness is lost. So please bear with me....as i work through the pain. If you could only hold my hand....we can make it through the rain. You see, i need you next to me.....like flowers need the sun. As long as i have you....the battle can be won. And someday when we're 90....sittin in rockin chairs. I can look at you and smile.....knowing you'll be there.

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