WHY WHY WHY???

You don't know how many times I cry at night wondering"Why Why Why",Why is it my mother that had to die. I cant really express how I feel that I wish it was me six feet under that hill.
I wonder "Why"Why did you have to come and visit me and never return home. I wonder why you would lie to keep from hiding inside."Why Why Why".I say in my head over and over again I cant figure "Why".
I'm mad because i didn't even get to say good-bye. You left me to have no mother you left behind so much treasure you can't seek to wonder. Now I cry"Why Why Why".I question God ,Why my mother I've sinned once and many more I guess it's a sign to forgive while theres war and again I ask myself "Why Why Why".You were my mother and like no other I lie down at night and weep and my cover for the tears and joy we shared I'll keep them in memory and I'll always care.