How to say goodbye.

How to say goodbye
When i have a million reasons why.

I would rather not continue to waste your time.
After all we're just living a lie.

I think you love me.
Or better yet i know.

But i also think your afraid,
Of how you'll hurt me by letting go.

However I'm sure that when you see me cry.
You sit back and wonder how to say goodbye.

Last week we were perfect and even the week before.
But i can't have these off weeks, i just can't any more.

I've barely seen you,
Today you just gave me a hug.

You know I'm tender.
So wheres the rest of your love?

I just feel empty.
We've had months like this in the past.

I wish it was a phase.
But then again it came back.

But honestly now we're almost grown.
I need to know if I'm better off alone.

Do i still make you want to smile.
Because i haven't seen it in such a while.

I'm sorry for being such a pain.
But theres days where you yourself drive me insane.

I must admit this sounds rather mature.
But lets face it, we're not five any more.

You see I'm a big girl now.
But i just don't know how to say goodbye.

Tonight i wish i knew why.