Not easy

Its not so easy loving me,
Theres so much of me thats wrong,
Just a broken lonely girl.
Until you came along.

Its not so easy loving me,
It gets so complicated
When I fight I never back down
Its said I should be sedated.

Its not so easy loving me,
Thank you so much for trying
For making me laugh when I dont wanna smile,
For the reason I stop crying.

Youre there for me when I fall,
You catch me before I hurt too bad,
Im sorry I dont appreciate you more
And that Im always mad.

You trust me with youre everything
And so Ive made you mine,
I have hope that we wont break apart,
But I guess well see in time.

Please dont ask me why I cry,
Just know that its not you,
I cant put back my broken heart,
So unfairly, that job you do.

Dont ask me why I love you
I couldnt pick one reason
For they will continue to come
Just like the earths four seasons.

Please dont hate me for my faults,
Just know I really am trying,
Because with you, Ive found my wings
And Im nearly ready for flying.

If I could give you the moon the stars,
The sun, the rainbows and sea,
Id do it all without regret,
But unfortunately I can only give me.

Its not so easy loving me,
Theres so much of me thats wrong,
Just a broken lonely girl.
Until you came along.