I awake in tremendous pain,
I stand up I see BLOOD I cannot explain.
Pouring from my viens.
my miseries, my despairs, everything I wish wasnt there.
My emotions spilling out revealing the real me,
how can this be?
Ive waited so long for this moment,
the moment looks dont matter,
because your gone, faster than a bullet can release the butterflies from your soul.
The shell that has taken me through "life"
lays breathless on the floor.
The real me, who I want to be
Is released, now forever free.