My life is going down a hill
going down a hill and not back up
my life isn't going the way i would like it to
its all going the wrong way
everyone has there ups and downs
and for now its all going down
but i want it to go back up.
to many friendships breaking up
to many fights going on
to many tears have been cried
and to many lies
been told
to many rumors have been set
some true, some wrong
but still it isn't right
and when you get down to it
the fight is because of me
i didn't do anything but switched
a switched when they didn't say
car crash was from me
it was a poem that i wrote
when my cusion was killed
it was all from me cuz i told eleanor about the poems
i told her that lauren was cutting
and then she reported it to C-10
but if eleanor didn't i would have
for i don't want to hear a friend is dead
when i wake up one morning for i love her as a best friend
and it would kill me to hear it
but now i could carless
cuz she doesn't care about anyone but her self
she doesn't want help
nor does she want to help her self
were no longer friends
and thats her problem
not mine
its her fault that she don't forgive anyone, no one.
so now it will be.
i've been stressed and i think this is all the reasions why
but i'm going to let it all go
because i can't take it anyone
i don't want to deal with it anymre
so i'm going to accept everything that has happened
and let it all go for i can't handle it anymore
so i'm putting it in my past and forgetting it all
so don't bother me anymore
