I think,
think abut the future
i think,
think about the past
but suddenly
everything turns black
think about my goals in life
and everything i need to have
everything Ive over came
and relationships that passed away
i think about the people
people that i love
every one i care for
and those that teach me right from wrong
today I'm only thinking
thinking about my life
my future
my past
my not so eternal life
but as i think
and think again
i feel something strange
i haven't felt this way before
its something else
not love for sure
could it be I'm mad
maybe that I'm happy
maybe that I'm stressed out
or maybe its just sadness
sad cause Ur not here
stressed cause i miss u
happy cause Ur doing great
but mad cause i need u
as i grab my phone
I'm ready to call u
call u to apologize
and i say i love u
but then
i think
and think again
u don't deserve my call
u know that i love u
but u can care less
i put it back
forget about that
i think
think about the future
i think
think about the past
but suddenly
everything turns black
